Saturday, April 30, 2005

~My First (or Second) Saturday Six~

                                       ~Saturday Six~

Miss Barbie turned me on to this... But I know plenty of people in J-Land do this... Go to Patrick's Place to check it out!

1. What do you tend to focus on the most?
   A.  The past.
   B.  The present.
   C.  The future as you think it will be.
   D.  The future as you are afraid it will be.

*The Present... There is too much going on now to think about the past or worry about the future... Gotta live today for today :D

2. Name three famous people (living or dead) whoseblogs you would like to be able to read.

*The First Lady, Anne Rice and Cleopatra... interesting, I know... lol...

3. How long have you lived in your current residence?  How much longer do you intend to live in the same place?

*We've lived here for two years this April.  If my husband has anything to do with it, we'll be buying a new house sooner than later (see previous entry!)

4. Take the pointless quiz
:  What color is your heart?

*Pink!! How fitting... 

5. How many of AOL's journalers have you met in person?  How many have you spoken with by telephone?

*None... But I'm working on it...

6. RAPID FIRE Question #2:  Who or what is the most annoying:
   a) Politician
   b) Late Night Talk Show Host
   c) Color
   d) Habit
   e) Female Celebrity
   f) Male Celebrity
   g) Television Show
   h) Commercial
   i) Fashion Statement
   j) Word

*A). Arnold B). Letterman C). Brown D). Bitting nails (and I do it!!)
 E). Britney Spears F). Arnold.. lol.. G). Can't think of one!
 H). Bud lite ones I). Punk J). It's a phrase, "that's hot"

Thanks... This was fun... I think I might be having to do this again :)

~Saturday Morning Quickie~

Okay guys, this will be quick.  Our day/weekend is going to be filled to the brim and I need to get going already and it is only 745am!!!

WTH am I doing up so early on a Saturday???

Anyways, Zachary's appointment went really well yesterday.  The doctor said he looked like a 'normal 2 month old' and had a 'lusty cry' (lol).  He does want to see him come back again in 3 months for more follow up and after that visit, it will be every 6 months until he turns 2.  Argh, I know it is a good reason to go, but part of me just thinks he wants to put his hand in the money bucket too!  Ouch, I know.  But come on, he told us in the hospital that his blood clot will not hinder him and what not... But I guess it is better to be safe than sorry and all I have to do is shell out $10 for the co-pay and that is it.

The drive was really well.  My mom and I went a different way to see how long it would take me to get to work from her new house.  With out going on the freeway there, it would take the same amount of time, if not a little quicker (with out the darn valley fog!).  So, I'm pretty stoked about that one.

This morning, Derek, the kids and I are going to go look at a house that he wants to look at.  I am not hot on the idea, but sometimes you do things for those you love :) lol... He is really interested in it because it is a custom home and right behind his oldest brother's house.  I told him to not get his hopes up, but everyone knows guys... haha.

My grandparents are also coming in this weekend.  They will be here today and tomorrow.  Woo Hoo.  This will be fun.  They are staying at a local hotel because I don't have room in my house :)  So, the next day and a half will be spent visiting them and trying to not go insane with them fighting and what not... long story, for another time!

Okay, that is about all I have to say for now.  I will get the pictures that I've been taking the last few days up pretty soon.  Derek is off today, so I'll be able to get to hiscomputer...

I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend!  Enjoy your time! 

::Smiles::
~Pickle~

Thursday, April 28, 2005

~Its T-H-U-R-S-D-A-Y~

I'm really liking this CD by Gwen Stefani... It is a Kick-Ass-Girl CD really... A lot of girl power coming through, ya know???  Okay, I'm silly...

Anyways, its Thursday.  It is also my parents 26th wedding anniversary!  So, Happy Anniversary Mom and Dad... Congratulations and I love you both :D

I don't know how long of an entry I'm going to get in.  I'm all by myself with both kiddos and Mr. Zachary is taking a nappy-nap.  But since I put on the CD, he is stiring.  I'm guessing he wants to do some dancing with his sissy!

I have some pictures of the kiddos that I'm going to post in the next day or so.  But because Derek has his laptop at work, I can't upload them until I have his comp.  So, I'm guessing Saturday will be the soonest I can get them up.  They are just too cute too!

A few of them are of Rowan 'holding' Zachary, feeding him a bottle and the others are of Zachary laying on his belly doing "push ups".  He is getting so strong and big!  Time is just flying.

Tomorrow is Zachary's neurologist appointment at 10am.  I'm going to be leaving my home around 730am because with traffic and having to 'get there early to fill out paper work', it will give me enough time.  Unfortunetly Derek can't come with me to his appointment so my mom is going to be coming with me.  I'm pretty happy about that because a drive that long (almost 2 hours) can get kinda boring!

Rowan is dancing around and singing to Gwen's "Hollaback Girl"!  It is just too cute and she leaves out the part "its my S**t" because she knows that it is a "bad word" :) Thats my girl!  Haha...

"This S**T is banana's...
B-A-N-A-N-A-S... (this s**t is bananas)"

Hahaha... Okay, I'm outta of it... lol...

Well, I'm going to go catch up on some journals and then head on out to eat my artichoke for dinner...

I'll let you all know how Zach's appointment goes tomorrow...

::HUGS::
~Pickle~

 

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

~Lazy Day~

I'm embarrassed to say that as of right now, 1pm, I'm still in my PJ's!

What the heck is my problem?  I haven't done anything today and I really don't wanna either.  Okay, I did manage to get a load or two of laundry done and loaded the dishwasher... But other than that, I've done nothing but sit on the couch watching TV and take care of the kiddos.

Rowan managed to get a marker and instead of coloring on the index cards she should have been coloring on, she colored on herself.  Yep, she looks very pretty.  And boy, was she proud of herself too!  Goodness.

I swear, that kid is going to drive me to early gray hairs!  One minute, she is happy go-lucky and the next she is a little turd.  Sometimes, she'll listen to me the first time I say something, the next I'll say it 3 or 4 times before I even get a reaction out of her!

::Grrrr::

So today, I put her in the "naughty corner" -thank you Super Nanny- a few times and that seemed to work.  Right now, she is taking a well needed nap with her Daddy.  I just wish I could join them... But knowing my luck, Zachary will wake up right when I lay my head down!

I'm supposed to go to Weight Watchers this evening for weigh-in, but I'm really not hot on the idea.  And tonight my friend Amy is supposed to be joining me, but I'm really not wanting to go.  I know I haven't lost any weight... One because I haven't been following my diet as I should and two because I haven't been excersising either!

I'm just tired of feeling like a fat cow... Ya know?  I know I need to work on it... But there are those tempations- like the new candy bar "Take 5"- that I am having a hard time resisting!  Argh.

Okay, enough Pitty-Party for Jennifer.

Oh yesterday I had a whoopsie with Zach's meds.  I forgot to give him his meds at 2pm when he is supposed to and ended up givingit to him at 430pm!  I can't believe that I did that!!  I didn't knowwhat time I should give it to him again (he is on it 3 times a day, every 8 hours- normally 6am, 2pm and 10pm)... So I called his cardiologists office and asked them.  Thankfully I didn't have to wait 8 hours to give it to him- that would have been at 130am!!- the doctor said to just give it to him an hour later than his normal time!  Whew...

I think I'm going to have to tattoo his times for his meds on my forehead so that I don't forget again! 

Tonight is "Gilmore Girls" and "One Tree Hill"... I think that I'm just going to have soup for dinner and veg out with a bowl of popcorn on the couch.  Sounds good doesn't it?  I don't know when my mom is going to be home- she is out of town- so I don't know if I should plan a real dinner or not.  So, soup will work :)

Oh yes!  I forgot to mention something.  Derek has been bitten by the "moving bug" again!  He has found a house- new custom home- right behind his brother's house in a neighboring town that he wants to go see.  I guess it starts around $479K or something.  I don't know about that prices, but hey, I guess its a pretty nice home.  And because we probably could get around $400K for our house, we could possibly go in there with a pretty good down payment...

Aren't homes expensive here??  I guess thats what we get for living in California!

And speaking of expensive... I was driving to Ro's gym class last night and passed a Chevron.  The Original Unleaded gas- the bottom level gas- was $2.75 a gallon!!!  WTF??  That is just outrageous!

Well, I'm going to run.  I've been rambling on enough for now...

Have a great day!!

::Smiles and Hugs::
~Pickle~

Oh yeah... Go and wish Barbie "A Ticket to Ride" Happy Birthday!!!

 

Monday, April 25, 2005

~Seen This Around~

Doing my ABC's... If you haven't done this yet, try it and leave me your link ;)

A is for Age: 22 (Almost 23- my birthday is May 14th)

B is for Boyfriend: Well, since I'm married... I can only look not touch... haha

C is for Career: Mommy and Pickle Employe - Admid. Asst.

D is for Dad's name: Guy

E is for Essential item to bring to a party: A smile and a veggie plate!

F is for Favorite song at the moment: "Candy Shop" by 50 Cent...lol...

G is for Girlfriend: My should-have-been sister Amy

H is for Hometown: Ceres/Hughson, Ca.

I is for instruments you play: I used to play the flute... not no more

J is for Jam or Jelly you like: Jam- blackberry

K is for Kids: Rowan Catherine Lynn 3 years and Zachary Justice Matthew 2mons 

L is for Living arrangements: In my house with Derek, kids and my parents (for now) not to mention all of our animals

M is for Month you were born: May

N is for Name of your best friend(s): Derek, Amy and my mom

O is for Overnight hospital stays: When I had my kids

P is for Phobia[s]: Ants, lice (eww scratch, scratch) and strangers

Q is for Quote you like: "Live today as if there is no tomorrow"

R is for Relationship that lasted the longest: I'm married :)

S is for Sexual position: Thats for me and Derek to know... lol

T is for Time you wake up: Depends on the kids right now... but for work its 545am

U is for Unique trait: Rasberry birthmark above my booty and my scar above my belly button...

V is for Vegetable you love: Asparagus, zuccini, brussell sprouts, artichokes... ect

W is for Worst habit: I bite my nails

X is for X-rays you've had: Not many... If at all??

Y is for Yummy food you make: Lots...

Z is for Zodiac sign: Tarus... I'm so damn stubborn :)

::Have fun::
~PICKLE~

~It's Monday~

Well, this weekend was pretty darn busy.  I swear, if I could have, I would have slept pretty much all day today... lol.

Saturday night Derek and I went to a retirement party for a dispatcher and police officer from his department.  It was nice.  Because none of the other ladies I usually chat with (both SIL's and some friends) weren't in attendance, I hung out with Derek most of the night behind the bar!  Yeppers, I played barmaid... haha.  It was fun, and I think they liked the fact that there was extra help.

Dinner was really yummy.  BBQ'd steak, salad, pasta and wonderfully delicious garlic bread... I swear, it was so good.  I could have just eaten the bread for my meal.  Haha.  But it sure made me thirsty in the middle of the night!

We were out of there by 930pm.  Party Poopers, I know.  We were even called it too... But by couples that DIDN'T have children at home being babysitted!  Just them wait, thats what I have got to say :D

Sunday morning I was up bright and early!  I had told my friend's mother the night before that I would make bruschetta for them for her daughter's Going Away party!  So of course, I had to go to the grocery store and pick up tomatos and basil.  It turned out really good though.

Then around 12pm, my friend Amy (Auntie Amy) came over and we headed to Target to get a babyshower present for our friend.  Man, because I know exactly what to get and what is great for new mom's, we were in and out of there in a flash... We filled up a baby bathtub with a bunch of goodies.  I really think she appreciated it.

After we were there for a good two hours, we left to come home and pick up the kids and Derek to head off to the Going Away party!  Goodness, we were busy yesterday.  We hung out at that party for just an hour or so and then headed home.

My mommy was a good mommy last night because she had made the dinner that I purchased that morning at the grocery store!  Pork Tenderloin (lemon garlic) white and purple potatos and veggies.  Geeze, healthy enough, I just don't understand why I'm not loosing any weight...

Oh thats right... Excersise!!!  Duh, I need to start that.  Grrr...

Miss Rowan is becoming a little hellion lately.  She is being testy... So I call it.  Doesn't want to do things the first time around and whines and cries all the time!!

I know she is probably jealous of Zachary... And that it is just a phase, but boy is it frustrating!  I'm sure all you mother's out there understand how I feel :)

Speaking of Zachary.  He is his good ol' gassy self... lol.  I am not sure if its his meds or formula that makes him so gassy, but he is.  Sometimes its worse than others - he'll literally scream when he passes gas- or just smiles when he does... lol.  But boy, can that little man clear a room!  Haha.

I'm STILL waiting for the referal from his PCP for the neurologist!  I'm getting kinda fed up too.  His appointment is supposed to be this FRIDAY... And I don't know if I'm all keen of paying $130 when I don't need to.

Speaking of referals.  I went to the doctor today for my toe.... Again.  If you remember back to Sept/Oct. I had a ingrown toenail removed and now that it is growing back, its growing back into my skin!  Argh.  So, the doctor put my back on some antibiotics and is refering me to a Foot Doctor.  Fun Stuff.  And the procedure he was telling me that they'll probably do sounds like a blast... NOT.

Miss Rowan has gym class tonight.  She seems excited to go.  I hope that Zachary will be good for me while we are there.  I'm sure we'll be just fine though. 

Oh goodness.  Little Man is waking up and of course, I'm on my own!  Nothing like a ONE WOMAN SHOW ya know??

Have a great day all.
~Pickle~

Friday, April 22, 2005

~Family Time~

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                   Daddy and Zachary... "Nap Time"... April 22, 2005

Okay, first of all, Derek would probably kill me for posting this picture... But it is perfect for the day that we had.  Oh well... So what... That is what I'll say IF he finds out... hehe.

Our day was basically Family Day.  After Derek got home from Dog Training, we all headed into town.  I got both of the kiddos all dressed up like little cutie pies... I wish I had a picture of it, but my darn camera battery died while I was trying to take it!!  Argh.

Our first stop was the police department so that Derek could enter his overtime (cha-ching $$$) into payroll.  Of course we stopped and chatted with everyone that we passed.  Well, almost everyone.  Haha.  We choose who to talk too down there, for other reasons unmentionable.  I'm sure most people can figure it out...

Miss Rowan pulled her Shy-Girl act today.  Of course she totally loves all the attention from everyone, but she just picked which people she was going to talk to today.  Haha.  Plus, the poor girl has so many "Uncle So-and-So's" and "Auntie Whats-Her-Name" I'm sure she gets confused.  LOL...

Zachary was the hit of the party, or so to say.  Most people saw him before his heart problem was fixed, so to see this big ol' baby, it was a suprise!!  He did have a melt-down when he was put into someone's arms.  Hey, I can't blame him.  Not every kid can be hunky-dory fine in everyone's arms... He was much happier when Daddy took him back from "that mean old person!"

After we left the police department, we walked next door to the fire department.  Rowan loves fire trucks, but of course, this time, the Shy-Card was pulled again.  She always wants to go climb up in there and see them, but it took a lot of "teeth-pulling" to just get her to sit on the bumper of a truck with her Daddy and take a picture.  It did turn out really cute and I hope that I will be able to scan it and have it look good... But I can't promise miracles. 

Right next door to the PD and FD, the "Moving Wall Memorial" was being held at a park.  So, we walked over there to check it out.  It is really sad to think about all those people that died during the Vietnam war.  Miss Rowan didn't seem too interested in the wall, but it really moved Derek and I.  So many names... So many families... Aahhh.

::side note:: Pickle is really emotional lately (haha!! bet you couldn't tell!!)

After we left the park and did our rounds again at the PD, we were off to lunch.  Derek wanted Mexican food, which totally isn't on my diet, but I enjoyed it anyways.  I had a grilled chicken breast salad with green sauce as the dressing.  Num Nums, let me tell you.  I did have some chips, but oh well... They aren't too many points.  Rowan even ordered her own lunch today!  Can you believe it??  She DID whisper it (lol) but she said Quesidilla (sp??) pretty darn good for a 3 year old!  Haha.

Zach was awesome during lunch... He slept the whole time!  But boy, was he hungry when we got back home.  He downed his food in NO TIME.  I swear, he is a little piggy.  Haha.  Derek accidently put him in a 6-9 month outfit yesterday, and granted it was a little large, but it fit well.  I couldn't believe it.  He is really long, but only still about 10-11lbs (I'm guessing).

Tonight, we are having a Family Meal.  All 6 of us will be sitting around our table enjoying the dinner that my WONDERFUL mother is cooking for us.  Healthy of course, but still just as good.  Chicken and potatos, veggies and salad.  Yum Yum.  I just like food too much, no wonder I'm not loosing any weight... Haha.

The weather here today is really interesting.  It was so beautiful this morning, and then all of the sudden it gets all gray and windy.  Derek and Rowan took advantage of the wind and went to the park and flew their kites.  Derek called me twice to tell me to look out the door to see if we could see his kite... And I could!  I think the second time he called he had it at least 500 feet in the air- his string is 500 feet and it was all the way out!!  I couldn't believe it... They enjoyed "their time" together...

And the picture above shows you what he did when he came home... lol.  Just too cute and I had to share it!  I just gotta love my boys...

So much is going on this weekend, I'm hoping I can make it to the computer... knowing me, I probably will.  Saturday we are going to a retirement dinner for some people from the PD.  I told Derek that I'd be the DD since he was the DD for the wedding we went to last weekend.  Its only fair that we take turns.  Plus, he'll be with his friends, just as I was at the wedding.  I can't wait for the food though... I just love the food that we always have when the PD has get-togethers.  BBQ'd steak, potatos, salads and wonderful bread!  See, there I go again with the food... Geeze Pickle!!

Sunday I have TWO different parties to go to. One baby shower and a going away party for a really close friend.  I don't even have a present for the baby shower and I'm not sure when I'll be getting one... Knowing me, probably right before the shower!!  Haha...

Well, I'm going to go.  Miss Rowan wants to play and I want to play too :)  I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend...

::Smiles::
~Pickle~

PS. Thank You Barbie (love ya!!) for that wonderful nickname...

~Answering A Question~

Quickly, to answer the question a few people have been asking...

Yes, I will be writing in both journals... I'm "thinking" this will be mostly about my daily life while And One More Thing will be just little stories, laughs, thoughts...

I am not sure yet, but that is what I'm leaning towards... What do you all think?

Catch up more later... Having a day with the kids and Derek... Will write about it later today...

Have a Grrr-eat Friday...

::HUGS::
~Pickle~

Thursday, April 21, 2005

~~Got Bored~~

I got bored...

Started something new... Give me your thoughts??  Suggestions??

And One More Thing...

::Smiles Because I'm Outtie::

~For Nae~

Well, Miss Nae, you seemed bored... So, I thought I'd give you something to read :)

hehehe....

I've found MySpace.com, Have you??

I'm just getting started, so there isn't any blogs... And besides, I'm thinking I like AOL still just a little bit more ;)

More friends here, ya know...

So, Nae, I hope this has satisfied your "journal" craving for a while... lol...

::HUGS::

~What A Change~

What a change it is to be sitting behind a desk again...

I think it will take me a while to get used to it again... And answer phones? 

"Hello??" is that going to work?  Nah, don't think so... ::hehe::

Oh well, I'm good with change... Really :)

Now, Miss Rowan is a different story.  The poor thing thought I was ditching her or something!  She kissed me good-bye and gave me hugs... And then burst into tears!  I felt so bad, but I promised that she could ride her 'honk honk' when I got home, so that took a little bit of the bite out of me leaving...

Hopefully the time I am here will go by with out incident... But I'll let you know later... Because I'm off to work :D

::See Ya::
~Pickle~

 

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

~Um, Eh...~

Um, eh....

Thats how I'm feeling right now.

Nothing in particular is going on.  Trying to keep my house from falling around me.  It seems that once an area is cleaned and picked up, you turn around and it is in sambles again.  I guess that is what happens when you have kids.

My mom is doing a great job of trying to help me.  I guess that I've been a certain way for so long (lazy and sloppy) that it still lingers at times.  I know that I need to "pick up as I go" or as the kids go, but hey, it took time to get the way I was and it is going to take time to get out of that way.

But I need to hurry up and get out of that way, because in less than two weeks I'm heading back to work.  And I know I won't want to come home and clean after working.  I'll want to come home and spend time with the kiddos... Not the house.

Monday and Tuesday were spent doing much of nothing.  Well, not really now that I think about it.  Tuesday my mom and I were cleaning out the garage.  Why us you ask?

Well, when we had the kids' bedroom floors done, we put everything out there so that they could do it.  Yeah well, it has taken me a while to go out there and find what I want to keep and what I want to send to goodwill or the dumps :)  So, that was what we were working on yesterday.  We didn't finish, so I'm hoping that the kids will be good for me today and take a nice long afternoon nap so I can finish it.  Because I know my husband wants his garage back!

I also spend Monday and Tuesday trying to make up for the damage I did to my diet on Saturday.  lol... I guess it didn't work because I ended up gaining a pound instead of loosing weight!!!  Argh... I guess all the sodium in those drinks taught me a leason or two.  So, hopefully this week will be better than last.  Its not like I'm not counting my points or eating the wrong things, I just think my body believes that I'm starving it and its holding on to all the weight that I want to get rid of... haha...

Oh well.  It will come off... It took time to put it on, it will take time to get it off.

The kiddos are doing reallywell.  Miss Rowan has been a little devil lately.  I swear, if she were older, I'd say she was hormonal!  One minute she is happy, the next sad or ticked off.  She never went through a terrible two's, so I'm guessing she is making up for it now at 3!!  I love the Princess to death... Its just that sometimes, I wanna scream ;D

I still think she is going through a little bit of a jealous faze with her brother too.  She loves him, don't get me wrong... But I just think she has a hard time sharing HER mommy with him.  At night is the worst.  We've got her sleeping in her own room now.  Its been over two weeks... But she is still having a hard time.  The last few nights she has been crying and saying, "I love you Mommy" when she is supposed to be trying to fall asleep!  It breaks my heart... Then she ends up in my room sometime between 2 and 3am.... And of course when Derek gets home, he puts her back in her room... Which brings on more crying!  The poor thing.  I just hope she gets comfortable quickly.  I don't know how much longer I can take her crying... I just want to gather her up and take her to bed with me!!  But I know the time has come for her to be in her own room... hehe.

Zachary is doing really well.  He sleeps good.  He eats REALLY good.  He is just good most of the time.  Lately, he has been gassy though.  The poor Little Man just kicks his legs and grunts or cries.  I gave him some gas meds the other night and that seemed to help.  I wonder if it could be his meds for his heart that makes him like that - you know, a side effect- or if it is the formula.  I guess we'll just have to live with it.  I'm not about to change formulas on him though... That would be like changing a dogs food... Icky and Messy! lol.

He is getting better about sleeping in his bassinet instead of being held all the time.  Sometimes we hold him though... When not much is going on.  But when I need to do stuff, its good to be able to put him down and not have him fuss -too much... ::hehe::

I'm still waiting to hear from his PCP (Primary Care Physician) about whether or not we will be able to take him to the neurologist in Sacramento.  I called again today to find something out and the lady said she'd pass on the message!  Hello... I called two weeks ago and they said they'd call me back then!  Yeah, okay, sure.  Luckily his appointment isn't until the 29th, so we still have some time.

Oh yes.  I'm going into work tomorrow for a little while.  My MIL and SIL are heading down to LA for a golf tourney that is being put on by one of our customers and the other girl that works in the office is off on Thursdays.  So, they are leaving around noon and I'll be coming in around 1130am.  Aaaahhhh... I hope I can remember how to do my job... lol.... Oh well, I guess I'll have to remember because I'll be going back officially May 10th.

Well, I've gotta run.  Zach is sleeping and I don't know how much longer it will hold out and I have a big ol' pile of laundry to fold.  I hope everyone has a great day.

::HUGS::
-Pickle-

Sunday, April 17, 2005

~Just Stuff~

Okay, I thought I'd share some pictures that I've taken or had taken in the last few days... I'm going to say sorry upfront, because alas, there are none of Zachary... So, SORRY :D

These pictures were taken yesterday before Derek and I headed off to my friends wedding... It was a very beautiful wedding and it was great getting out on our own...

But let me tell you, I don't want to see another beer for a while, after all that I had yesterday... heck, not having drinks in 11 months or so and then drinking a few too many can really tear you up :)

Lucky me didn't get sick though... hehe...

Here are the pics:

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Of course Miss Rowan and I had to take a picture... Isn't my Little Princess just a cutie pie??

I just realized that I've possibly never posted a picture of Derek and I before... Lol... how weird... Oh well, now I have :)

Here are some pictures that I took the other day of Rowan riding around on her Hummer2 Power Wheels.  She calls it her "Zoom Zoom" and just loves it... Daddy did good by her by getting it... haha.

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She just has a blast on this thing... She does get around pretty good.  Turning it is a little difficult for her, but she is catching on pretty darn quickly.  No accidents as of yet... Haha.

Thankfully, she does use a lot of her energy on her "HonkHonk" which is her tricycle.  So, she is doing some physical stuff too.

Okay, I gotta run and take Derek to work.  His patrol car is at the department getting fitted with GPS.  Hmm, guess they don't want to loose their cars or their men.

::HUGS::

 

Saturday, April 16, 2005

~Where Does the Time Go~

Hmm, I thought I was doing better, keeping up with my journal and comments and such.  Then when I came to do an entry and saw that my last one was on Wednesday??  "Geeze, Jennifer" I thought... I guess my time is being used elsewhere... lol.

I also feel bad because I'm not commenting like I used to.  Yes, I'm really reading them, its just that I haven't been in the commenting mood.  I don't know why... I do care and can possibly have things to say ;) Its just that by the time that I do get around to reading them, there are lots and lots, and then I'm interupted by one of the kiddos and I can't comment... Its a bummer and I feel bad that I'm not leaving them, when all of you leave them here...

So, I'm going to try to do better... I promise... Just give me some time, okay?

Anyways, enough of my excuses... haha...

Nothing new is really happening.  We all are getting adjusted to the new living arrangement.  It is nice having my parents here.  My mom is truly my best friend, so its nice having her to spend time with and it makes the time go by quicker.  My dad has been away at school for the last week so he is home now.  Rowan just loves having her YaYa and Grandpa here... Sometimes I just want to tell her to relax and they aren't going anywhere for a while because she is always on their coat tails, so to say.  lol.

Thursday my mom and I went to the mall and hit up Victoria's Secret ;D  I spent more money than I wanted, but I truly needed some new stuff that fit!  lol.  Plus, it is always good to spoil yourself.  Haha.

We also went to Target and both purchased Rowan some Princess-type nightgowns.  She just loves frilly nightgows that she can twirl around in... She is too cute!  Sometimes she can be so girlie, it is funny.  Then other times, she is one tough little cookie... Wrestling around with her daddy and everything!!

The Little Man is doing really good.  He is loving all the attention he is getting.  He is also developing a good sleeping pattern at night.  If he is down by 10pm, he is usually waking up around 230-3am wanting something to eat.  I think that is pretty good.  But geeze, the last few nights, he has been peeing soooo much, that I've literally had to change his outfits at least twice during the night.  He'll wake up fussing because he is soaking wet!!

Poor baby boy... I'm even tucking things right and everything and he is still peeing out his diaper!!  I think it is more frustrating to him than me... Because right after he is changed, he is right back to sleep.

Zach also has a great love for food.  I swear, if he isn't sleeping (during the day), he is eating 4 oz every three or so hours.  Now, I've never bottled fed a baby (Rowan was breastfed for a year and went straight to milk) so I don't know if this is a little or a lot... But when I talked to another mother the other day and her 4 month old was just barely taking 4 oz, I was thinking, "wow, is my son a cow or what!!"...

So, who knows.  I guess they'll eat what they want, when they want huh?  Just like an older person... lol.

Speaking of which, Weight Watchers is going well with me.  The last time I checked, I dropped a pound already.  lol... But with this wedding tonight, I'm not sure if I'm going to be doing good or bad by next Tuesday's weigh in... lol.

Thank goodness for Flex Points... haha.

Well, Mr. Zachary is calling for his Mama.  And I really don't have much else to report on!  I hope everyone has a wonderfully fun weekend and I'll be sure to start catching back up with those journals...

::Hugs and Love::
~Pickle~

 

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

~Oh Wonderful Hump Day~

Well, today is Wednesday... Woo Hoo.  Only a few more days until the weekend... I don't know why I'm so excited, because I am not really having to "work" like the normal people looking forward to the weekend, but hey, this weekend is bringing some fun for me!

This weekend, Derek and I are going to a wedding for a friend of mine from High School.  It is an afternoon wedding outside, so I'm hoping this nice weather we are having holds out - for all of us!!  It will be nice to go out as a couple and enjoy some free time.  Yes, we got to spend plenty of time together in Sacramento, but this time, we don't have to worry about a special little guy in the hospital :)

My mom and I went on Monday afternoon to the mall to find me something to wear to the wedding.  I don't have much, because I'm between sizes, and it was very difficult to find something to wear!!

In the end, I did find something too cute.  I purchased some pink capris, a white tank, and this really cute blouse - stripped with pretty colors like pink, peach and yellow. 

I was so frustrated by the end of the shopping trip that I didn't even want to go look for shoes!  I can't wait to loose weight... I want to be back to my 'normal' size... Around what I was BEFORE I even had Rowan.  I have a ways to go... But I'm determined to get there.

One way that I'll get there is through Weight Watchers.  I rejoined WW yesterday actually.  I have 47 pounds that I want to loose!  Yes, it sounds like a lot... And it is... But I'm needing to loose it to get to my "Goal" weight.  I can do it... It is just going to take time and patience.

Thankfully, my mom is a great support system... Plus, she eats a whole lot healthier than my Hubby... I love the man to death, but he just enjoys his "Comfort Foods" just a little too much.

I'm also planning on excersising.  Walking is starting in the next day or so... And when the weather is really warm, I am planning on swimming!  I just can't wait to swim... To do laps and tread.  I'm a natural "water baby" as my mom calls me and my comfort zone is in the pool... Suprisingly :)

Everything here has been pretty good.  Although, I went and filled Zachary's prescription yesterday and when I went to pick it up this afternoon, I was told my insurance wasn't going to pay for it until the 16th.  They told me that we "supposedly" had enough of the previous prescription to last until the 16th... I just hope they are right, because his prescription means life or death... Really.

Rowan is doing great.  She is finally sleeping in her Princess Room.  Her daddy decorated it so nicely and she is finally using it the way she should... It does take some time to get her to relax and sleep in there... But each night gets easier and easier.  She is allowed to come to bed with her daddy and me early in the morning, but that is about it.

Zachary is just growing by leaps and bounds.  Today, while laying on the couch, he started to try to roll over!!  Hello?!?!  Is that supposed to happen this early?  He is only 7 weeks old... He shouldn't be able to do that.  When I just barely touched his arm, to give him a little "umph" he was over onto his chest in no time flat.  I guess he is going to excell pretty quickly now that he is feeling better...

He even has a double chin!  And this time, it isn't from being on the vent!!  Woo Hoo.  His sleeping patterns have really settled in too.  He is usually asleep by 1030 or 11pm and then won't wake up until around 3 or 4am.  Its nice... I guess the formula fills his tum-tum good :D

Well, I'm going to go spend some time with my Hubby.  He is off for the next few days, but do you think he'd actually stay home and relax?  Nah, he is already planning on working a few days while he is off!!  Goodness...

Hope you all have a great day and a great week...

::Smiles and Hugs::

~Pickle~

Monday, April 11, 2005

~Monday Updates~

Hey all... How was everyone's weekend?  I hope it went well...

This weekend, my parents moved in with us.  They are having a house built and it won't be done for a while, so I told them to come live with us instead of having to find an apartment that allowed dogs and wasting their money on that...

So, we have a full house here in "The Pickle Jar"... Me and Derek, my mom and dad, Miss Rowan and Little Man Zachary... Plus all of our animals... Haha... Its going to be fun... Plus, having them here means that there will be some extra hands to help me take care of the kiddoroos!

The weekend wasn't anything big here at the house... Derek went back to work for the first time on Saturday... It has been 6 weeks that he was home!  It was SERIOUSLY time for him to go back.  I think if he would have been here a little longer, I was going to kill him.

Okay, no, I wouldn't do that... But it was time for him to go back!!  LOL...

Tonight is gym night for Rowan.  I think that it will just be me taking her tonight... The YaYa is going to stay home and cook dinner and possibly watch the Little Man, so it will just be Rowan and Mommy time...

I know this is short, but Derek is only going to be home for a little while longer until he heads off to work and he wants me to watch UFC with him... Boys :D

Hope everyone has a wonderful Monday... Monday....

 

 

Saturday, April 9, 2005

~Promise Kept... PICTURES!!

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              Zachary Justice Matthew... April 8th, 2005... My Little Man

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                                         My Bubba's... April 9th, 2005

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                                The Binkie Boy... What a cutie pie...

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This is Zachary before what happened on March 17th, 2005... Check out the difference in the way he looks...

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This is a picture of Rowan and Zachary before 3-17-2005... And the bottom picture was just taken today...

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Can you believe the difference in the way he looks?  It is almost amazing... And sad all at the same time...

But you just gotta love his little face ;)

Hope everyone is having a great weekend...

HUGS

 

Friday, April 8, 2005

~The End~

I'm going to try to finish this now... There is just a little bit more to my Little Man's story... Hopefully I'll be able to get it all down here before both of my kiddos wake from their naps...

Almost a week after being in the hospital, Wednesday, March 23, we arrived at the hospital to find that Zachary was off the ventilator.  How happy we were to just see this little boy with nothing down his throat and able to suck on a binkie...

Him being off the ventilator ment something else too... We were able to hold him!!

At this point, Zachary had gone almost 3 days with out an SVT episode, so they were pretty sure it was okay for him to come off the vent.  He didn't have any reason physically to be on it... He could breath on his own, it was there so they were able to work on him and give him meds to correct his problem.

So, that Wednesday, I was finally able to hold my baby again... It was almost like holding him for the first time all over again!

I looked at the little baby in my arms differently this time... He was a fighter, someone who went through so much more than he deserved to.  I got my arms around that little boy and I didn't let go...

But I did let go... I let the tears come and I didn't care that my husband, mother-in-law and nurse were all there in the same room.  I cried tears of joy, for all the things that my little boy went through and for the fact that he was getting better and would sometime come home soon.  I just let all my emotions come to me and nothing was stopping the tears and the smiles on my face...

Seeing Zachary look up at me too was one of the happiest things I've experienced... Because this time, his eyes weren't pleading for things to stop, they had a shine to them... A brightness... He was happy... And we could tell!  He just enjoyed being held so much.

That same day, Zachary gave me his first real smile.  I was holding him and singing to him -not caring that people were there- and he just looked up at me and smiled... I believe in my heart of hearts that it was a true, happy smile.  No gas there baby... My Little Man, just 4 weeks old, gave me a smile...

Later on (Saturday the 26th), when we were putting Zach back in his little bed (think the warming beds in the maternity wards), one of our favorite nurses came in to visit him.  This nurse was the sweetest lady.  She was there the first full day (Friday, the 18th) Zach was in the hospital and never left his side.  In fact, that next day, she was on her day off and even called down to check on him!!  The Monday she came back, she brought him a cute little bunny rabbit... Just because...

Well, when Nancy, the nurse came in to him and started talking to him, Zachary opened up his eyes and smiled to her... He kept on smiling too.  It was almost like he wanted to tell her Thank You for everything she did.  He definetly remembered her voice, because each time she came back to check on him (even when she wasn't HIS nurse) he would react to her somehow... It was just too sweet.

After a day of being off the vent, Zachary was able to finally eat via the bottle.  And man, did he chow down too!  That little boy was trying to catch up... And poor me, I couldn't catch up... No matter how much I pumped!  We also attempted to breastfeed a few times in the hospital, but he liked the bottle better :)

I think this is pretty much the whole story... After Zach got off the vent, it was just a matter of finding the right medication to send him home on and not have any SVT episodes while on it (he didn't).  Each day Zachary got stronger and stronger... Eating more and more...

Now he is eating 4-5 ounces every 2.5-4 hours!!  He is just pounding the food... And sleeping just wonderfully... Not too long, but not too short... *hehe*

The cardiologist that we saw on Wednesday seemed pretty optomistic (sp?) that he could possibly grow out of having the SVT episodes by the time he is just six months old... That would be just great... But at least we know that there are pretty good chances he'll be out of them by the time he is a year old.

So, we are all doing good.  We have to give him his meds 3 times a day (6am, 2pm and 10pm) and monitor his heart rate once in a while by listening to his heart with a stethescope... But I don't care... As long as I have my little boy, I'd walk to the end of the world to just make sure he is okay...

But I'd like to thank everyone again for their wondeful thoughts and comments... It just brightens a persons day to read all of them...

Until later... When I can give another update - with pictures! I promise!!- of just our normal life and what not... I'm going to go clean house... Fun Fun!!

::Have a wonderful Friday evening::

 

 

 

~More Zach~

Okay, so I last left off with Dr. Falco giving us an update on Zachary's condition when we first reached the hospital.

Along with finding out that Zach's PH level was extremely and deadly low, we also learned that his right leg (where the other hospital had put an IV) had swelled from the calf down and turned an awful shade of purple.  Dr. Falco also informed us that there was a possibilty of Zach having a blood clot in the vein that drains from his brain.  He wasn't too sure on it, but looking at the CTScan from the hospital in Modesto, it kinda looked like it.

After we talked with Dr. Falco, he let us come into the room, briefly, to see Zachary.  How awful my Little Man looked.  And when Dr. Falco said that Zach's foot had swollen up and turned purple, he wasn't kidding.  The foot was at least 3 times bigger and this gawd-awful dark purple... It looked like it was going to fall off, that is how purple it was.

Seeing my Little Man fight was devestating.  At that time, I felt like I had done something wrong... That I should have somehow convinced his doctor that something was wrong with him... That it was my fault that he was in the shape he was...

I have come to terms that none of this is my fault... But still, at that time, it is how I felt.

Sometime during the early morning hours - think around 1 or 2am- the doctor came in and informed us that his heart had converted and his heart beat was around 150bpm.  We were exteremly happy... Also, Zach's PH level had risen to 7.2.  Just knowing those two things, practically made our night.

Also around that time, we finally got to meet with Dr. Manohar, Zachary's cardiologist.

He informed us that in fact Zachary does have SVT and that the medication he was on at that time, Amiodorone (sp?), was a strong drug and that it could possibly come back to haunt us later on.  He did have some good news though.  He told us that 80% of the children that have SVT usually grow out of it by the age of 1 year.  Hearing that gave us great hope...

Dr. Manohar also informed us that because Zachary's heart was working overtime so much, that the valves had started to dialate... Meaning open up more, letting more blood in that should be... He said that hopefully in the next day or two, while his heart has time to recoupe, that they would start to close up (they have in fact!!).

Around 3am that morning, we decided that it was an okay time to head to our hotel room to get some rest.  We felt that Zachary was in capable hands and now pretty much "out of the woods".

Friday did bring on some suprises of its own.  For a while, Zachary would be doing good.  He'd go a few hours and then all of the sudden- usually when he was being messed with- he would slip into his SVT episodes.  Luckily, the doctors had found a medicine that would bring him out of it, along with being shocked, but still, it was horrible to see what would go on.

Watching my little boy being shocked... Seeing his limp little body react to the electricity being jolted through his body... Ah, I can't even explain it.  At one point, I went over to him right after they had done it and managed to get him out of the SVT... I can't explain what I saw.  Zachary was being sedated and had some meds on bored to pretty much knock him out...

But when I walked over there, I leaned down and talked to him.  I told him he was okay and that he was a fighter... Then at that same time, he managed to open his eyes and look at me.  In his eyes, I saw him questioning me, saying, "why is this happening to me?"  I broke down right then and there... In fact, just remembering this is making me cry, but hey, crying is good sometimes, right??

We stayed at the hospital until about 8pm that night.  We had only gotten a few hours of sleep the night before and were just dead on our feet.  We also know that if they needed us there, they'd call us and we could be there in no time at all.

When we returned to the hospital that next morning, we learned that Zachary had a horrible night.  In fact, he had 10 episodes that night!!  In fact, he had been shocked each and every time too!  But I guess Zach finally started to not like being shocked, because around 4 am on Saturday morning, he started to convert out of the SVT with just the meds!  He didn't have to be shocked!  That was great news...

Each day following, Zachary got healthier and stronger.  At sometime on Sunday, Zachary actually started to convert out of the SVT's WITH OUT the extra dose of medication.  His body was getting strong enough (along with the heart meds already on board) to fight it on his own.  Zachary was also fighting everything that was being done to him...

The nurses would give him meds to calm him down and he'd just fight them.  He didn't want to be messed with and wanted to get off the ventilator.  The poor baby, he'd suck away on the tube that was in his mouth so hard that finally, they decided he was doing okay to finally get fed via NG tube.

When he started to get fed, Zachary started to get even better.  His electrolites (sp?) finally started to get straighten out and his demeanor changed also.  He seemed more calm and he was so alert all the time... Even being on all those meds and machines!

Okay... I know I'm really close to the end of this story, but I have to get going on my day... Plus, Little Man wants some loving!!

So, until later...

::HUGS and LOVE::

Thursday, April 7, 2005

~Some of Zach's Story~

I thought that I would try to put down here what happened with Zach while both my children are taking naps...

I'm not sure how much I'll be able to get on here... But I know it will probably be separated into a couple (if not more!) entries.

So, I don't know if many of you remember, but for a while, I was mentioning that Zach was sleeping a lot, not eating, breathing really hard and just wasn't himself.  We did take him to the doctor once for it, and because he was having enough wet diapers and taking in some food, the doctor said we shouldn't be worried.

In fact, a day or so later, he bounced back out of the sleeping long periods and eating a little bit to being awake more and pounding food...

Then comes March 15th.  That evening, I noticed Zach wasn't all into the eating thing again.  I didn't think much of it, because he wasn't sleeping long periods or anything.

Well, on Wednesday, March 16th, Zach wasn't himself at all.  He was sleeping even longer, not wanting to eat and was cranky.

That afternoon, after he ate, he vomitted up everything that he took in.  He proceeded to vomit each and every time I fed him from then on too.  Also, he was becoming harder to wake up and his breathing was becoming labored.

So, on Thursday, March 17th, I called his doctor's office and asked to be seen.  We were able to get in at 10am... At the doctors office, she listened to my concerns and because I had pyloric stenosis as a child (it is where the muscle that connects from the stomach to the intestines grows too fast and becomes larger, then closes off) she wanted to get him an ultra sound to rule that out.

She didn't seem to interested in the fact that his breathing was "weird" and that he was sleeping long periods... I had a feeling that something was wrong, but I wasn't able to get that point across to her.

At 215pm, we went for his ultra sound.  It was negative for pyloric stenosis, but Zachary was becoming increasingly worse... Not eating at this point since 730am and just crying a lot...

Around 5pm, Derek left the house to go take something to his friends house.  I had this horrible feeling that Zachary wasn't doing well.  He wasn't reacting to loud noises and his body was clammy.  So, I called my parents to have them come over to look at him.

I wanted to make sure that it wasn't my mind playing tricks on me... I new something was wrong and I wanted to be reasured I wasn't going crazy!

Right when my parents walked in, my dad took one look at Zach and said, "this baby needs to be at the hospital now".  So, I questioned him and asked if I should call 911.  When he said yes, I broke down.  I couldn't do it...

Thankfully, my mom called.  Zachary at this point was breathing so hard that I don't think he was actually getting much air in.  His color was this white pasty color and his lips were purple.

Derek still wasn't home at this point, so I called him and said that we were having an ambulance come and take Zach to the hospital.

When the ambulance got to us, they came with a bunch of questions too.  Lol.  I had the hardest time talking to them just because I was so frazzled!

They started to asses Zachary and I heard one of them say that his heart rate was 250 beats per minute.  At that point, I turned to my mom and said, "That isn't good.  That isn't good at all."

At that point, they start to move faster.  They put oxygen on Zach (his Oxygen level in his body was VERY VERY low) and they start to put him in the ambulance.  Thankfully Derek finally showed up and he jumped in the rig with them... I wanted him to ride with Zach, because I sure in the hell couldn't have!

My mom and I left my dad and Rowan at the house and followed (as best as we could) the ambulance to the hospital.

At the hospital, we were met by one of their case workers.  I guess when there is a serious case, they assign people to the families to help them out.  Get them information they may need or just a cup of coffee.

At that point, she told us that a nurse would be in in a momment.

When the charge nurse finally came in, she gave us the low-down on Zachary.  His body temperature was 91 degrees, his blood sugar level was 21 and his oxygen was so low that they couldn't even get a reading... Plus him being so cold was effecting that too.

So, she told us that they had placed an IV in his leg between the two bones, were going to paralyze him to put him on the respirator and try to figure out what was going on with him.

We were at the hospital from 530-930pm.  I'm not exactly sure the order now that everything happened, because truly, I wasn't in my right mind and sooo much stuff has happened since then.

Basically, the doctor finally came in and told us that our baby "is very very sick" and they were thinking that he had some blood disease, metobolic disease or some kind of infection.

He also mentioned that they were looking into shipping him off to another hospital.  They were just trying to stablize him enough to ship him out.  His body temp had risen to 94 degrees and he had no idea what they/we were looking at with Zach.

Around that time, we were able to go in and see Zachary.  He looked horrible... Sad to say, but it was true.  His color hadn't changed and now he was hooked up to all kinds of wires, monitors and tubes.

At 915pm, we were able to go back again and watch as they transfered him to all the Medi-flight equipment.  At that time, we heard the flight nurse ask, "is he still tacky" and was responded by another nurse saying, "yes, 250".

We didn't really know what that ment at that point, but we figured out later that his heart beat was around 250pm. 

930pm rolled around and we walked out to the helio pad where they were loading Zachary onto the helicopter.  We were able to kiss him good-bye and watch them take off... Seeing my three week old son being put onto a helicopter to be flown off to a far off hospital was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do.

After they took off, my mom, Derek and I headed back to our houses to get some changes of clothes and then finally head off to the hospital, Sutter Memorial Childrens Center in Sacramento.

Derek's parents also went up to the hospital with us.  It seemed forever driving up there.  It is only about an hour and a half trip... But it was taking FOREVER.  Sometime during the drive up there, we received a call from the flight nurse.  He told us that Zach's heartbeat never changed through out the flight staying at and around 250bpm and his temperature had stayed the same, now at 96 degrees.

Finally, we arrived at the hospital around 11pm.  We found our way to the sixth floor and somehow ran into a nurse that was actually helping with Zach.

She showed us to a room to wait for the doctor.  Waiting was the game for the night... Seriously... And boy, is waiting something really hard to do.

Sometime soon, we met with Dr. Falco (soon to become Derek's HERO).  Let me tell you, this man is awesome.  He came straight out and said that our son was very sick.  They new what the problem was and they were working to correct it.

Dr. Falco informed us that Zachary has SVT - supraventricular tachycardia- and they were working to correct it.  He told us that they had given him some baseline heart medications, but they weren't stopping the SVT, not even with shocking him!

Yes, you heard me right.  They were shocking my Little Man's heart... A few Many Many Many times!!!

He also told us that Zachary's PH level was really low.  He explained to us that a normal PH level was around 7.35-7.45 and that a deadly PH level was 7.1.

Zachary's PH level was 6.7... My Little Man had been dying... In fact, if he hadn't gotten to the doctors when he did, he probably would have been worse off, if not the unmentionable!!

Okay... I'm sorry to have to leave this entry at this, but both my kids are up and I'm having to get them lunch.

I'll try to finish this story with another entry later tonight, if not tomorrow!!  I'm also off to get my hair done today... Woo Hoo.

::HUGS::

 

Wednesday, April 6, 2005

~A Day in the Car~

Okay, so I feel like I've spent the whole day in the car... Seriously.

Zachary had a cardiologist appointment this afternoon, which required us to drive to Sacramento... An hour and a half drive... Which ment that we had to leave a few hours early.

So, around 1245pm, we took Rowan over to her Nana and Papa's (Derek's parents) so that she could hang out with her Nana and her cousins...

Then around 1pm, we hit the road to Sacramento.  Thankfully we left a little early, because it took us the whole hour and a half to get there and then an extra 15 minutes to find the office.

Zachary's check up went really... In fact, I would say it was Great.

Zach now weighs 9lbs 7oz and is 22 inches long.  The EKG that they did in the office looked great and the doctor (who had seen him in the hospital) thought he looked awesome!

She upped his meds to 1cc every 8 hours, only because he has gained so much weight and then told us that we needed to come back again next month.

Next month, they'll do another EKG, ECG and send us home with a holster pack that records his heart beat for 24 hours.  Fun Stuff... Because that means we have to return the very next day to turn it over to the doctors.

I'm thinking that we might just wanna camp out in Sacramento when we have to do that... An hour and a half one way car ride is hard on us all...

So, it went really great... I'm happy and the baby is happy :)

Our appointment was at 330pm and because we were there early and they took us early, we were back on the road again by 345!!

Home Safe and Sound now... Eating some pasta and watching "The Incredibles" for the millionth time...

But I gotta run, Little Man is bellowing for his mommy... lol...

Catch up more later..

::Smiles and Hugs::

 

 

Monday, April 4, 2005

~Ahhhh... Insurance Companies~

Just needing to rant for a minute... I've been jumping hoops all morning to try to get Zachary into the neurologist for a follow up appoinment...

He has to see the neurologist because he does have a minor clot in his vein that is draining from his brain... But don't worry, it won't hinder him...

But I called his doctors office this morning and they set up the appointment just fine until they found out what insurance we (he) has... According to them, they don't accept the group he is under... Argh.

So, they told me to keep the appointment and hopefully my insurance company will pay me back for the visit.  The visit mind you is anywhere from $80-130...

Well, I called my insurance company, Health Net, to see if they'd rememburse me for the visit.  They said no, and that I'd have to contact the group Zach is under to get it approved.

So, I called Central Valley Medical Group and was told that I had to have the referal from his Primary Care Physician... Mind you, his doctor is part of the reason why he ended up in the hosptial for twelve days, but that story is for another time...

Another phone call was made to his doctors office to ask for a referal to see this neurologist in Sacramento... I also asked if there is a peds neuro anywhere near here (I so doubt it), but the lady said she'd check into it...

So, now I wait for a phone call back... It is 230pm and they phone call was made around 10am this morning... I'm guessing I'll hear back from them sometime tomorrow or the next day... Argh.

I did also fill out the information for our insurance company to be billed for Zachary's helicopter ride... I guess I shouldn't complain too much, because I'm pretty sure they'll be covering everything...

**insert foot into mouth now??**

Hope everyone is having a great Monday.  Derek has a new video game, Doom 3, so I'm pretty much on my own with the kiddos today.  Except, we are making a family outting for Rowan's gym class tonight... That will be nice.

Until later...

Hugs,
Jennifer

Sunday, April 3, 2005

~Stopping In~

Hi All... I know I've been promising an update so, I'm going to try to get this in while I can...

I know many of you are probably wondering about everything that happened with Zachary, and I promise, I do want to tell it... The fact is, it is a very long story and I want to be able to get it all down at one time and I'm finding it hard to find time to do it...

Actually, I had sat down on Friday to do it and had gotten half way through the story, when I accidently hit a wrong button on this lap top (darn thing!) and it totally erased the whole entry.  So, of course, I was ticked off and just gave up.  I will do the whole Zachary Hospital Story at some time really soon... I want to and I need to... I just gotta find the time :)

Okay, so, obviously, things here have been much better than previous.  I swear, I have a totally different baby on my hands.  He wants to be held all the time - which I don't blame him because he was in he hospital for many days without being held- and the little guy sleeps little and eats a whole LOT!!  He is so alert and moves around constantly.  He is actually holding his head up pretty well and coo's.  And I know many people might not believe this, because you may think he is too young, but he is smiling... Yep, he is!

Actually, he gave us his first real smile in the hospital.  I swear, it wasn't gas!  He actually smiled at one of his favorite nurses, Nancy (who also took a liking to him, bringing him a Bunny for Easter) a few days before we were to head home... Seeing that just brought tears to my eyes... But his hospital stay is for another story and another time...

Right now, Zachary is wanting to eat around every 2.5 to 3 hours.  And at every feeding he is eating anywhere from 3.5 oz to 5oz!!!  Can you believe this?  He is only going to be 6 weeks old on Tuesday and he is chowing down!  Yes, I did have to give up on breastfeeding, which I totally feel guilty about, but the Little Man wasn't getting enough!!

In fact, I had fed him for about 25 mins on the breast and then an hour later, he was so hungry that he downed 4oz of formula!  So, I new thatit was going to be hard and because he lost so much weight in the hospital, that it was probably better to get more calories via formula than me try to keep up and keep starving him :)

Miss Rowan is doing really well.  She really missed us and now doesn't want to be left alone.  She asks you where you are going, even if it is just to the bathroom or out the front door to take the trash out.

She was spoiled when we got home... Wednesday morning, Derek got up bright and early and went and bought her a H2 (Hummer) Power Wheels.  She loves it and calls it her "Zoom Zoom".  Of course on the first night home, she slept with us in the bed... But now she is back to sleeping on her couch... lol. 

Hopefully sometime by the end of next week she'll be in her own room.  We are getting both kids' bedrooms laid with hardwood (like the rest of our house) and then we'll work on her sleeping in there...

Also, as of April 9th, we'll have two new room mates.  Lol.  My parents just recently sold their home and the new house that they are buying hasn't been built yet, so, they'll be living with us for a few months.  They are using our den as their bedroom... It will be nice to have them here... It will make keeping an eye on Zachary a whole lot easier too...

We go Wednesday for his first Cardiologist (sp?) check up.  LOL.  We haven't even been out of the hospital for a week and are already having to go back to Sacramento for a check up... Oh well.  It is for the best... And we are seeing the best up there!

Speaking of going up there, we got Zachary's bill (hehe... his bill... lol) for his Mediflight (helicopter trip) from Modesto to Sacramento and it is close to $13,000!!!  All I can say is THANK GOODNESS FOR INSURANCE!!

Derek and I are surviving... Sleep is something that I'm taking for granted before I go back to work.  I'm planning on going back the first week of May instead of the second week... And Derek is going back April 9th.  He doesn't have anymore time off... And I'm just feeling the need of having to do something and get out!!  I think at first I'll be going back for 3 days a week and then slowly go back to my normal 4 days...

Oh yeah, we are putting Rowan on a waiting list for pre-school!  She can't wait to get in.  It is at a local Christian school and she'll be going 3 days a week, 4 hours at a time and it will cost us $246 a month.  I don't think that is too much, but I haven't done too much in the looking into prices thing... But really, you can't put a price on education... I mean, I guess you could, but you get the idea *hehe*

Well, I have plenty of journal reading to catch up on.  I hope that I'll be able to get to Zachary's story sometime in the next few days... I just gotta make sure my Hubby is here for about an hour so I can do it!!

Thank you to everyone again... All your kind words, thoughts and prayers truly means a lot to us...

HUGS and KISSES